Neophobia

I’m always afraid of starting new things. I’m afraid of it actually helping, of succeeding or not being perfect from the start.

I’m afraid of this blog, as if someone will actually read it haha

If it helps me moving forward I won’t have excuses anymore. Excuses to not feel good, excuses to feel alone and bored. Boredom the trouble of wealthy people. I need to put myself out there

No one is going to read anyway. I’m paradoxically protected by the anonymat of Internet

If you do read and are bored check out this website

https://www.perspective-collective.com/facing-your-fears-the-reasons-youre-scared-to-start/